Never Again Or Forever

My ramshackled mind searched out old Jerome

I said my house is falling in, it used to be a home

He said I told you once, I'll tell it to you twice

She's got to quit or quench her thirst for that poison paradise

She's got to choose never again or forever

She's got to let it break at the ends or say forever

But I feel so dark inside, I'm clinging to the smallest light

And I can't hang on, no I can't hang on

It was harvest at the Hazletown Farm and in the fields we'd meet

I could feel the pods and know the peas inside were sweet

But soon I saw her deceptions for the little lies they were

When I was making all my plans, dependent upon her

She's got to choose never again or forever

She's got to let it break at the ends or say forever

But I feel so dark inside, I'm clinging to the smallest light

And I can't hang on, no I can't hang on

Now I don't know what draws the bee into the flower

But she's the blackest rose

I've got a hard time seeing through the clouds

That hang on her wherever she goes

A poison paradise and served up with a twist

Buy hell in a bottle, it's right there on the ingredients list

But I can't talk anymore and I can't walk away

I swore my ultimatum and I fear that it's too late

She's got to choose never again or forever

She's got to let it break at the ends or say forever

But I feel so dark inside, I'm clinging to the smallest light

And I can't hang on, no I can't hang on

I can't hang on, no I can't hang on