Only Begotten Son (Explicit)

He who believeth in Ja

Shall not be condemned

But he do believeth not

Is condemned already

Only because

He hath not believed

In the man and the only begotten son

My Lord

For he so feared the world

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

For he so feared the word

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

Why would you leave something you love here to die?

In the cold, and it grows, like a concrete rose

Beautiful, ain't I?

Till I withered and died

On them same streets you left me in

I don't know where to begin

Since I lost your love

But then again, your love was strictly for the drugs

I don't know whether to hug

Or to fill you with slugs

Fuckin' them whores

Instead of claimin' what's rightfully yours

Pierced a hole in my heart from all the pain you caused

With no direction you left your first born lost

Give or take  few

'Cause my hate for you

Grew, over the years

Through blood, sweat, and tears

I wanted to be just like you

My father figure, now I want to fight you

You bitch ****, left me 'lone

And parts of me never outgrown

The fact that you left home

But moms was so strong

Don't let them get you fed

This world is yours, she said

Now nothing is stoppin' me but two to the head

In life, there's more to come when it's all said and done

You lost one love, your only begotten son

For he so feared the word

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

He so feared the world

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

Broke with nothing to live for

And damn ready to die young

I'm the shadow behind the gun

Look at what I've become

The fear of many ****

The floss of most bitches

The love that runs deepest

In the hearts of street ****

Raised in the ghetto

By the ghetto

Was taught young to pop the metal

That's how shit get settled

Learn to cook up the coke

Never leave home without toast

Learn to fly my bitches with birds, in first, not coach

Never trust you, from a toddler to a hustler

I was trained as a youngster to cock back and slug you

Love me or hate me, your only son

Let me live or kill me, the chosen one

Ja, under the gun, gotta' kill 'em for sure

If you want it, you gon' get more than you askin' for

Life's got more to come, but when it's all said and done

You lost one love, your only begotten son

For he so feared the world

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

He so feared the world

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

I wanted to be forever yours

Look it, now we're nothing more than two lost souls

Lookin' to meet at the crossroads

I burn the hydro, lay back with my eyes closed

In deep thought like Brittany is something I'd die for

How the fuck do you sleep at night?

Knowin' you wronged the only thing that you ever did right

Despite the loss, I stretch the length of a short

Now I got a new father who's name is New York

Runnin' wild in the streets

With heat, we don't talk

'Cause when it's cold, you basically live life in the dark

But light will shine from the heavens and bless one

Ja Rule, love, your only begotten son

For he so feared the world

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

He so feared the world

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky

He so feared the world

He left his only begotten son

To shed his blood

Show that pain is love

But I won't cry

'Cause I live to die

With my mind on my money

And my guns to the sky