Still Chasing (feat. R.A. the Rugged Man & Eamon)

First time we touched, I was blown (I was blown)

Still chase the high now that I'm grown (Now I'm grown)

Love and hate relationships determine outcomes

Of the things I do (Things I do)

When I'm alone, I dream of you (I dream of you)

Fourteen, morphine, drip quick, lost dreams

Stick it in then, pull it out, I'm addicted, no doubt

An affliction gone South, need attention at all times

She don't look my way and I'm sad

In the lunch line looking all fine

First time that I lost my head

Was the date that I lost my way

Could've cost me the life I'd made

At the hands of a man insane

With rage, sex put out the demon, ablaze

Any time that the semen was raised

From the ball to the tip, I was high in a maze

In a daze that a faze

I was hooked from the first time

Kinda like the first line of the note

Taking of the clothes for the first time

Have to get the worst weight

Thinking that she shows mine

Two too in the snatch box

Who knew that I got rock

With a matchbox

Getting right up at the stash spot

Get intrude in the mood of a young man

I can feel the same feeling at the tat shop

Can walk down this is

Outta whack from the first time I countered back

With the right hand and the lotion

Another mic stand and devotion

Amplify my inner mind's eye

Intrusion, no illusion

I'm human and that's my flow, no shame here

It's crystal why I came here

Keep chasing that purse high until I die

That's not my aim here

I got much more to give

(He held under what he said)

(Sat the toilet bowl, and let your hand to hold the white)

(We take control)

First time we touched, I was blown (I was blown)

Still chase the high now that I'm grown (Now I'm grown)

Love and hate relationships determine outcomes

Of the things I do (Things I do)

When I'm alone, I dream of you (I dream of you)

Yo, yo

I'm ten years old watching Loveboat and Fantasy Island

I flip on the last drag and see the image of vanity smilin'

It's gettin' hot here, what's goin' on is not clear

My dick start trippin' watching DJ Hooker, Heather Locklear

I'm rubbin' my balls, it feels better than I have ever imagined

White stuff flew out of my penis, am I bleedin'

What the fuck happened?

Did I pee on myself? I'm confused

Am I a pervert, deranged?

Is God watchin', am I evil, should I hide, should I be ashamed?

But it's over, my dick shrivelled up, soft

I'm shakin', confused, I grab my dirty sock

And wipe the white stuff off

At suppertime, thanks for the food, sayin' grace

What if my mother knows what I did and she's ashamed

I can't look her in the face

Later that night I'm in bed, perspirin'

I'm frightened, but then I said, "Fuck it"

I pull my dick out and then tried it again

It's even better, wow I can't stop

Five times a day, every day

I can't put my dick away, let me play

I got horny watchin' sci-fi

Star Trek, Star Wars, Dune

Bustin' nuts on the walls in my grandmother's bathroom

Fat kid, I look like the white trouble rockin'

Wishin' someone was jockin'

Evey place I go I'm constantly cum-droppin'

The cheerleaders, the nerd girls with glasses

At night I jerk off to the slow chick that picks her nose

In my special ed classes

Sex with couch pillows

Every time I see girls on the street

I run home and I rub my dick between some hamburger meat

Headbanger bitches with 80's heavy-metal hair

Perverted shit, Debbie Gibson shakin' my look

While I'm jerkin' it, Tiffany workin' it

Reminiscin' of the sensation of my earliest erection

Causin' constant cum-stains on my VHS collection

I still chase it

First time we touched, I was blown (I was blown)

Still chase the high now that I'm grown (Now I'm grown)

Love and hate relationships determine outcomes

Of the things I do (Things I do)

When I'm alone, I dream of you (I dream of you)

Clean

Clean, clean, clean my nuts off

Clean my nuts

Clean, clean

Clean, clean

Clean, clean

("He held under what?", He said)

(Sat the toilet bowl and let your hand to hold the white)

(We take control)