F****n' Up

Why do I keep fuckin' up? Do I drink to much? Smoke to much? Maybe its Karma, who knows? Why do I keep fuckin' up? Hangin' on to them bad habits But I just can't seem to let go Why do I keep fuckin' up? Already got a baby mama But I cant keep my dick out of these hoes Why do I keep fuckin' up? Some ole pits, same blunders Maybe one day I'll learn and I'll know Spend my life walking the banks of shit's creek Trying not to fall in Making stupid decisions, like playing hold'em With dueces going all in But fuck it, only live once So I got to take that chance Try to make plans to move forward While I stumble around Try to get my drinking in Before the trouble starts But I still can't avoid fights And whoop ass getting expensive And I can't afford the fines I try to do the right thing Leave early, get handed a DUI Then I find out that my grandmother That I haven't spoken to died I piss off my family, and piss off my friends I done pissed off authorities And I'm back at it again Everywhere that I go burn bridges That's just how it goes So damn ridiculous that I decided Fuck making amends I'm going to do drugs, get drunk Slack off, cheat on my girl Believe me I'm going to have a lot of fun Fore my ass leaving this world Buy 40s with a paycheck Man, fuck paying the bills Never answer when opportunity knocks Just sit back and chill For real, I look at past mistakes, just sit back And all that I remember Hey, it could have been worse I could been Christopher Wallace Truth is, I don't really know why I do it Well, you live and you learn But I never gonna learn a damn thing If I don't do some living first (True dat) Why do I keep fuckin' up? Do I drink too much?, smoke too much? Maybe it's Karma who knows? Why do I keep fuckin' up? Hangin' on to them bad habits But I just can't seem to let go Why do I keep fuckin' up? Already got a baby mama but I can't keep my dick out of these hoes Why do I keep fuckin' up? Same ole pits, same blunders Maybe one day I'll learn and, I'll know Here we go again Back to the clink Guess I didn't learn the first time I'm a hard headed son of a bitch It's what I'll be to my hearse ride I'm locked up on my son's fifth God knows that he's going to be pissed Well, hopefully it don't stick And it won't be a touchy topic Finances, relationships Goddamn it, I hate this shit Fucking up. Story of my life Maybe one day I'll change the script Oh, wait Ain't no way I'm going to make that switch Got a better chance of gettin' Doogie Howser dating chicks Don't try to tackle problems Just got to make them miss I am who I am And I ain't going to change shit Everybody got opinions as a therapist And a lot of us But keep to yourself bitch Let the dueces just pile up I'm going to do what it is that I do Got my own style I'mma fuck up Get my hands in more shit Than proctologists I done got a good grip On what the concept of logic is The problem is when it's obvious I choose not to acknowledge it Politican with Jiminy crickets Sippin' a bottle of gin Trying to do a little bit of damage control Fore I fuck shit up again Why do I keep fuckin' up? Do I drink too much?, smoke too much? Maybe it's Karma who knows? Why do I keep fuckin' up? Hangin' on to them bad habits But I just can't seem to let go Why do I keep fuckin' up? Already got a baby mama But I can't keep my dick out of these hoes Why do I keep fuckin' up? Same ole pits, same blunders Maybe one day I'll learn and I'll know Why do I keep fuckin' up? Do I drink too much?, smoke too much? Maybe it's Karma who knows? (I'm an addict) Why do I keep fuckin' up? Hangin' on to them bad habits But I just can't seem to let go Why do I keep fuckin' up? Already got a baby mama But I can't keep my dick out of these hoes (why you cryin? What's the big deal?) Why do I keep fuckin' up? Same ole pits, same blunders (Million dollar question) Maybe one day I'll learn and I'll know (Probably not)