Crash

I think we're all tryna figure it out Get engaged in what this life is about So we can iron it out I feel like 2017 I was stuck in a drought I either fight for what I love or say "fuck it, I'm out" But this music is not a thing that I can go live without People will lend a helping hand just to get them some clout I think of all the sacrifices when I check the account Cause some of us really do this, others running their mouth I gotta love like I've never been hurt I gotta fight like I know what it's worth I gotta run like I'm coming in first Put down the booze when it's numbing the hurt You're on a different type of time when you come from the dirt But I'm a big blunt smoking, champagne poppin', self made killer, C-class coppin' I bet they go ham when they see Crash droppin' Ball so hard, got that re-class option But I thank God for this, remain prosperous Straight optimist, stay positive You ain't stoppin' this, you can't copy this, we too confident Got no tolerance I realized people won't, even if they say they will "It's all about who you know, don't got shit to do with skills" So when I write and I record, I'm just going for the kill I'm tryna be the best me, that's exactly how I feel Let me keep shit real now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah Let me keep shit real now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah Feel like I might crash (I been waiting for the crash) I never had a father figure but I had a dad Still looking back on the times that I wish we had How the fuck can I get mad when Moosh tell me he wanna spend time with his kids, like I'm with the shits I'll never understand until the day I have mine That's what he tells me, I don't understand time Maybe that's life, and maybe that's fine Maybe that's the reason I hide what's inside Feeling guilty and ashamed for thinking my own thoughts But maybe it'll all go away if i get lost I run from my problems, I hide from the truth I let it down every single time I'm in the booth That's why I don't write, that's why I don't fight I always feel wrong, I wanna feel right I wanna feel the sun, I wanna feel light I wanna feel love, I wanna feel life What happens when I lose hope, does anybody pray for me? Anybody out there, will anybody stay with me? You're fucking lying to my face, bitch, is you crazy? You're fucking lying to my face, bitch, is you crazy? I said one day I would marry you, and really have your baby You told me I should just go away How the fuck I'm supposed to not feel a way? How the fuck I'm supposed to look you in your face and really not feel the pain? Yeah I said my best friends turned on me too It's cool, fuck 'em I still got love, they do, too I know what's in my heart, I know what's in my mind I know what's in the back of the time, it takes time Life that we living, all for the giving Everything I'm taking, ain't nobody missing Some people gone, some people living Some people dead, some people living and that's cool with me, only if it's cool with you I need to feel, I need to do, what I need to do And I need the truth, and I need some love And I need the truth I mean it's really how a motherfucker feel now Let me tell you how I feel, yeah it's really how a motherfucker feel now Let me keep shit real now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah Let me keep shit real now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah Imma tell you how I feel now, yeah, feel now, yeah