Things Don't Exist

In my fear, I feel There's seas apart in old worlds We begin in vibrant clolors But one off thing you said, and I dread it: That everything turns grey This is where I stray I, I want so badly To say that these things Don't exist Anymore When that indigo Creeps up on me I can't deny That I'm blue And not like you When I look into your eyes at times It's within them I find a love I never knew Still I'm bound to you Something inside, so strong, won't settle in me Somehow I'm not free I, I want so badly To say that these things Don't exist Anymore When that indigo Creeps up on me I can't deny That I'm blue And not like you It's past mistakes Not hearts that break Immoral laws respect they take And now it still affects me too If my worst enemy is me Then tell me how to stay true And not be blamed by you I, I want so badly To say that these things Don't exist Anymore When that indigo Creeps up on me I can't deny That I'm blue And not like you I, I want so badly To say that these things ...anymore When that indigo... I can't deny That I'm blue That I'm blue Oh, I'm blue