Diary of a Deadman

Looking back, I still have so many questions

So many things unanswered

Like what did I do? What could I do?

Was there ever a moment you cared?

Or was I always ugly and abandoned?

Remembering all the times you wished me harm

You wished me dead

How could I have changed to make it better?

And would I?

Would I?

Why?

I still feel so much hate inside of me

Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail

I'm sorry I can't forgive you

Do you blame me? You never forgave me

I've tried to grow from this, every day is a new challenge

Because with you there's just no winning

Like it or not I'm still a part of you

And you're still a part of me

Like it or not you're still a part of me

Yeah!

So this is how it ends

All the tears, all the blood

It's all been for nothing

As the candle dwindles and flickers out

The end