Symptom of Terminal Illness

To those of you I loved This pains me to lose I hate to feel used I'm frightened in sleep Thinking my world will be gone Promise me i won't die I panic in dreams From when i was still young Please don't turn on that light I can't see it To those of you I've lost That pained me to love Please know that i tried I'm frightened in sleep Thinking my world will be gone Promise me i won't die I panic in dreams From when i was still young Please don't turn on that light I can't see it Do you really think That i would leave you But i couldn't stand myself So i had to choose Still you turn me on The wild in your eyes But now i can't trust myself To keep on the light for us to see with I'm frightened in sleep Thinking my world will be gone Promise me i won't die I panic in dreams From when i was still young Please don't turn on that light I can't see it