Going Somewhere

My new fixation is my family dying

Every day I'm afraid my mom, dad, brother, or sis will go quiet

Eliza tells me I gotta get up and out of bed

Ryan says it's the only way up and out of my head

Well, I quit booze 'cause I drank it like holy water

But I'm scared weed might be taking its place at the altar

And I'm the first judgey bitch to admit I've got some problems

But no therapist, rockstar, god, drug, or kiss has solved 'em

Wake up, kid

You've got everything

And you're going somewhere

But you're never here

My parents worked too hard

They gave me too much

My friends are too kind

Even when I disappear, when I fuck up

And I've broken so many hearts that I've started to think I'm

Too cool for falling in love

Wake up, kid

You've got everything

And you're going somewhere

But you're never here

Maybe if I lived in a time where I learned to read maps

Had to write by hand, stick it with a stamp, wait till I hear back

Wouldn't be running out of gas, racing like a rat towards all I'm not

Maybe back then I'd have been happy with all I got

Wake up, kid

You've got everything

And you've come too damn far

Not to be where you are

Not to be who you are

Be where you are