Don't Know Why

I've made a home in the small confines of a routine

Round a blue screen, I've centered it all

In the middle of everything that I need

I glued down

A big old rug to sweep all kinds of stuff I'm getting to later

And it covers nice in this home for me

I'm always stimulated, I'm well related

This shit's outdated in a week or two

I won't complain, there's always something to do

I can't remember how it feels to be bored

It's been three days since I walked outdoors

I'm catching on but too little too late

I wish I could settle down for a minute

Gain back my sense of time

No sense in faking, if I could stop I would have done it

Tell me why I don't wanna try

Maybe I don't wanna know why

I've never been okay with silence

I'll get violent trying to fill up the space

Feeling around for the easy way out

It's been awhile since I've been alright

I've tried, nothing else is getting me high

I'm shifting the focus to changing my mind

I wish I could settle down for a minute

Gain back my sense of time

No sense in faking, if I could stop I would have done it

Tell me why I don't wanna try

Maybe I don't wanna know why

I wish I could settle down for a minute

Gain back my sense of time

No sense in faking, if I could stop I would have done it

Tell me why I don't wanna try

Maybe I don't wanna know why