heart attacks (feat. Juli)

It's alright if you blame me

Alright if you hate me

'Cause I hate myself so much more

It's alright if you hurt me

Alright if you break me

'Cause I've been broken before

But I wish, yeah, I wish

I could take it all back

You call again, you say my name

You're giving me heart attacks

I'm so sick of faking my emotions

I don't know my heart, we don't talk no more

Guess my mind is flawed, chest so broken

But I don't feel a thing, I ain't even sore

Used to fall in love, like every week

Now I haven't felt a thing since seventeen

Guess my heart went numb

Heart is quarantined, yeah

I guess everything is not what it seems

Everything is not what it seems now

Everything is not what it seems like

Everything is not what it seems

It's alright if you blame me

Alright if you hate me

'Cause I hate myself so much more

It's alright if you hurt me

Alright if you break me

'Cause I've been broken before

But I wish, yeah, I wish

I could take it all back

You call again, you say my name

You're giving me heart attacks