Chasing Shadows

In my sleep, I picture me with kerosene to light this bitch up and I

See no way to contemplate a better way

What's the point in hiding

I'm so disappointed I can't take control of it

Exposing it

Pushed me past the breaking point, its something we just can't avoid, I'm over it

When the closure hits

In my sleep, I picture me with kerosene to light this bitch up and I

See no way to contemplate a better way

And as I'm waiting

All of my memories are fading

I can't remember, I'm chasing

Shadows that tear me apart

Don't let 'em take me away

Even when I got the lights off

I can't escape from the shadows that I saw

I didn't mean to believe in 'em, I thought

I'd get away but the times wrong

Stuck in this cycle, look in the mirror

I see the shit clearer behind me

Thought that I might be over this shit

But despite me

Thinking it, pain sinking in and it's likely

Over, over my shoulder

My demons keep sinking their teeth in

It's keeping me dreaming of working this shit out

It's hard to keep breathing, it's time that I sit down

I reach for the ceiling and burn this whole shit down

You motherfuckers better listen up

Give it up, thinking I give a fuck

I will keep chasing my past if it isn't stuck

Burning myself and I wish it luck

And as I'm waiting

All of my memories are fading

I can't remember, I'm chasing

Shadows that tear me apart

And when I see my

World crashing down, I will realize

Nothing has changed and I need my

Shadows to tear me apart

Don't let 'em take me away