I Want Somethings For Myself

I wanna know closeness is this different for you

All across the ocean when I found you

People have a funny way of telling the truth

I could never find the words to say what I knew

Anxious, hopeless

Are some of things I found in myself

Patience, focus

Are some of the things I want for myself

Time can't just recreate those photos I found

I'm not always proud of how things turned out

She looks like Patrick Swayze when she says "boo"

You can't just undo all the things that you do

Anxious, hopeless

Are some of things I found in myself

Patience, focus

Are some of the things I want for myself

Different photographs, used to watch you laugh

But that was back when she used to be my lady

Kinda crazy how things turned upside down

Now to think that she might actually hate me

Taking Schuster down, watched her turn around

Back when I thought she might actually save me

Time reminds you how we were in the house

Back when she said she would have my baby