I WANT TO BE BETTER

Hated how that went

I want to call you back, explain

I regret everything I said

I hate that we are miles away

When I met you, I collapsed, disarmed

Still trying to pick myself up

And every piece of me

Just wants to show you that

I want to be better

I thought I was better

But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

Hurting you was the first time

I've wanted to go back, rewind

Felt my stomach jolt up to my eyes

Like jumping in water

And seeing the waves my body made

I'm reminded I have weight

And it wants to show you that

I want to be better

I thought I was better

But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

I used to make fun of everyone

I want to be better

I thought I was better

But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

I want to be better

I thought I was better

But I just seem to keep acting like a little kid

Please just stay a while

Allow me to reach new heights

And I'll show you a love like you have never felt before