Exit Plan

(It takes me breaks me down)

(Still up wondering if or how)

(I save myself)

I want to know what it feels like

Relief from the weight of everything

Always pulling me down and out

Still getting the worst of it how

Losing my grip

Taking everything in stride is it

Forgot what it's like to stop and breathe

Being one with the pain

It always feels that life is right at my throat

Holding me down and left to choke

It takes me breaks me down

Still up wondering if or how

I save myself

Hating who I am

I think I've got it figured out

My exit plan

Step back take one to the temple

I wish there were another way around

Sick of sitting here biting my nails to the bone

Looking for another option

Or a sign from above

I guess I can't find a higher purpose

Held to my head time and time again

Still seeing red and now it's out of focus

Drain the life out from my eyes

Just pull it

This is my exit

Held myself to a higher standard

Too late to start again

It takes me breaks me down

Still up wondering if or how

I save myself

Hating who I am

I think I've got it figured out

My exit plan

Step back take one to the temple