Gutter Thoughts

For the forgiveness

I gave to you

It’s been made clear

My desire for your lies to be truth

You gave me hell

Now I pull you down aswell

No reminders of the shit you did

That shit will stay with me for as long as I exist

Got me close, stuck the knife in with a twist

Wounds heal and now I’m back better equipped

I’ll bide time, I’ll make you fuckin pay

There’s no way that I’m leaving this and walking away

Maybe 440C cause all I see is hate

Or a 1055 carbon steel made blade

You’ll never own me

I feel nothing

I feel nothing

Rage only

Patricidal

I will not bow down

For any cunt

I’d rather fuckin die slow

Don’t care who you are

Odds can be made even

When there’s a will I promise I will find a way

I promise I will find a way

Gutter thoughts

Why make me feel like this

Crossed the line

No way to heal this shit