If This Is Goodbye

Finally hit the ground

I'm at the bottom now

Never thought I could be this low

Felt like falling down an endless hole

No, I don't see the light

And I don't hear God

Crawling in the dark

Now my limbs are cold

Screaming out "help!"

But it just echoes

Only one way out of here

I don't think I can reach it

Everything I hold dear

Erased by all of my demons

My sorry is sincere

I've just lost all of my reasons

Reasons left to stay

So if this is goodbye

Please don't count my cry as a sin

No, I don't want to die

But it keeps getting harder to live

And I put up a fight

But now I've got nothing to give

So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

I hope someday to see you again

There's nothing you could have said

Nothing you could have done different

It was always between me and my head

Never meant to hurt you in the process

But I just can't keep holding on

Wish I could believe that things will get better

Wish I could just flip a switch in my mind

Then I could fix how I feel altogether

Then I could mean it when I say I'm fine

It's never that easy

And neither is life

Don't think I wanted to leave you behind

I tried, I tried, I tried

So if this is goodbye

Please don't count my cry as a sin

No, I don't want to die

But it keeps getting harder to live

And I put up a fight

But now I've got nothing to give

So if this is goodbye, goodbye, goodbye

I hope someday to see you again

If this is goodbye

I'll see you

On the other side

I'll see you

If this is goodbye

I'll see you

If this is goodbye

Open up my eyes

I don't know where I am

And everything is blurry

My mom's holding my hand

Turns out I was in a hurry

But God had other plans

He said my goodbye was early

Now I've got a second chance