Alive (It's a Lie) [sped up version]

Pictures on the wall

Swear they're all gettin' grayer

Don't feel a thing at all

But no one's even aware, 'cause

I just try to smile through all the pain

"How have you been?", "Oh, I'm doin' great"

But please don't ask me to promise

'Cause if I were honest

A lie, it's a lie, I may look happy

But I swear that I'm dying on the inside

Survive, survive, I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

I spend way too much time layin' in my bed

'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life, oh

A lie, it's a lie, I just wanna feel alright

Sleep in 'til afternoon

But I still wake up tired

Don't know what else to do

I feel so uninspired and

Findin' motivation never works

Every day feels a little worse

So I just pretend I'm okay

When all I want to say is

A lie, it's a lie, I may look happy

But I swear that I'm dying on the inside

Survive, survive, I don't know the last time I felt truly alive

I spend way too much time layin' in my bed

'Cause I don't wanna deal with my life, oh

A lie, it's a lie, I just wanna feel alright