There It Goes

I'm back in London

I'm running down Columbia Road

They're selling sunflowers cheap

I'm reading novels

I'm dating, but just dating for sport

I'm getting coffees for free

I hang all my art

And I dance with the coven

As the rain falls hard on the street

And I

I'm doing better

I made it to September

I can finally breathe

I thought I gave you the best of me

But

The love we had was covered in snow

I had to let it go

Yeah, the love we had was eating me whole

I had to send it home

Oh, there it was, heaven knows

There it was, now there it goes

I feel it changing

I'm young, but I am aging, and I

Need you less than I did

I threw a party

He kissed me right in front of my friends

I felt so far from the cliffs

I sleep through the night

And I go where I'm wanted

And I don't need your light to be lit

But, oh

The way I loved you

I will not be embarrassed of that

Just should've known when to quit

Now I'm over the worst of it

'Cause

The love we had was covered in snow

I had to let it go

Yeah, the love we had was eating me whole

I had to send it home

Oh, there it was

There it was

Heaven knows

Heaven knows

There it was

There it was

Now there it goes

The love we had

Oh, there it goes

The love we had

Oh, there it goes

The love we had

Oh, there it goes

The love we had

A new home, a swan dive

A blank page, a rewrite

A black cat in the streetlights

An open door

The comedown of closure

The girls and I do yoga

I wake up and it's October

The loss is yours

Brick Lane in the brisk cold

And red wine on his hip bone

The witching hours of Stockholm that you won't see

Sunflowers in the kitchen

A heartbreak in remission

The universe is shifting and it's all for me

All for me

The love we had was covered in snow

I had to let it go

I had to let it go

Yeah, the love we had was eating me whole

I had to send it home

I had to send it home

Oh, there it was

There it was

Heaven knows

Heaven knows

There it was

There it was

Now there it goes

There it goes

There it goes

There it goes

There it goes