Cross Me Interlude

I know I did some fucked up things, and I wish I could take it back

Them promises I know I couldn’t keep, I wish I could make them back

And I wish I could make you mine, but that’s gonna take some time

And I just put ice on mine, wishing I could slow it down

You know I could hold you down

And you know I got PTSD

I'll never say what you did for Chanelly 'cause that secret's safe in these sheets

When you see me, don’t ask about so-and-so

Just know he ain’t safe in these streets

And I know they hope that I fall

I got so high, I left one in her head then I put a hole in the wall

Right now I’m just soaking it up

I heard you were class clown, but we don’t play that shit, don't joke with us

You don’t even smoke like that so why you jacked and you wan' smoke with us?

Last time I left it inside your mouth, you started choking up

Only I could see you like that, and if you behave, you get what you crave

Only I could feed you like that, we can get nasty, nasty

This time I won’t treat you like that

I know I depend on myself, you think I probably don’t need you like that

But I really do

But this time I'ma never show up

You need a bulletproof bed since you always get your covers blown up

And you need a bulletproof head since you always wanna burst and blow up

'Cause I’m getting tired of this shit

And I’m getting tired of your shit

If he got a motor mouth, we gon' get his ass, new tires for them shits

And I gotta hold it down even when I see my brothers dying for this shit

And I ain't gon' lie to you, I'd be lying if I said I lie to get a bitch

'Cause I ain’t ever do that type of shit

'Cause if you put that thing up on me, I promise I won’t tell no soul

I might get you that ring you want 'cause I ain’t trying to let you go

So come and put that thing up on me, I promise I won’t tell no soul

I might get you that ring you want 'cause I ain’t trying to let you go

I don’t gotta tell you what I go through, just know I handle stuff

The way this bitch tried to cross me

Fucked around and got her handles up

Just in case this **** wanna make a scene, know I keep a camera tucked

And I know I play games for days

But none of the time to be playing with us

'Cause I never crossed you

And the way I be feeling already, I'm ready to pick up to toss you

And I was too busy hiding all my flaws and that’s when I lost you

I don’t know her but I gotta have her

Cannot hit it, then abracadabra

Lately I've been trying to keep my head up

So my crown don't tilt

Don’t ask me how I feel inside

Wanna go for a ride then hop inside

So you cross me, wish I never let your ass get close to me

Now I gotta move distant like our memories

Know you wishing, could be how they used to be

But you're going to have to get used to me

'Cause if you put that thing up on me, I promise I won’t tell no soul

I might get you that ring you want 'cause I ain’t trying to let you go

So come and put that thing up on me, I promise I won’t tell no soul

I might get you that ring you want 'cause I ain’t trying to let you go