Bubble Up

I don't want to be scared no more

I've got to let it go

At certain times I'm certain my mind

Has run away from home

Brain freeze

The fear multiplies and I let it take over me

I forget to breathe

Roll the windows down, take over the steering wheel

These thoughts just keep on bubbling back up

I try to hit stop but they speed on up

Think I'm losing control, losing control

And if anybody asks where I am, I'm smoking

Not sitting in the bathroom hoping

This goes, this goes, yeah

I wish I would wake up right now

And see it was just a dream

Oh, a nightmare, I swear I wouldn't wish it

Even on my own worst enemy

Brain freeze

The fear multiplies and I let it take over me

These thoughts just keep on bubbling back up

I try to hit stop but they speed on up

Think I'm losing control, losing control

And if anybody asks where I am, I'm smoking

Not sitting in the bathroom hoping

This goes, this goes

What a waste of energy, what a weight to carry

(What a waste of energy, what a waste)

What a waste of energy, what a weight to carry

(What a waste of energy, what a waste)

These thoughts just keep on bubbling back up

I try to hit stop but they speed on up

Think I'm losing control, losing control

And if anybody asks, I'm smoking

Not sitting in the bathroom hoping

This goes, this goes