Falling Up

Things were happening

I felt the weight of the expectation on my chest

My mind was traveling

But I swear that I don't remember where it went

They said things were growing

So why do I feel like nothing at all is left?

So I'll keep on moving

If I'm standing still, then I'll feel the emptiness

'Cause I get so lonely

And you get so low

And I look so stupid

When I lose control

I'm alone in my bedroom

And the walls are caving in

And I thought I'd be happy

But I'm barely breathing

Oh, I'm barely breathing, ah

'Cause I'm feeling down

But I'm falling up

And I'm breaking out

But not out of luck

As I breathe the air

Into my lungs

I wanted everything, but nothing's ever good enough

I gotta change me

And if I wake up now, there's a chance to start again

Mmm, mmm

But if I wait

Could I get back to the place where it all began before?

I got so lonely

And you got so low

And I looked so stupid

When you came to my show

I'm alone in the spotlight

And the walls are caving in

And I thought I'd be happy

But I'm barely breathing

Oh, I'm barely breathing, ah

'Cause I'm feeling down

But I'm falling up

And I'm breaking out

But not out of luck

As I breathe the air

Into my lungs

I wanted everything, but nothing's ever good enough

And I hate the man that I've turned into

And I've come so far, what did I lose?

And I swear to God I'll make it through

I'll make it through

'Cause I get so lonely

And you get so low

And I looked so stupid

When you came to my show

I'm alone in the spotlight

And the walls are caving in

And I thought I'd be happy

But I'm barely breathing

Oh, I'm barely breathing, ah

'Cause I'm feeling down

But I'm falling up

And I'm breaking out

But not out of luck

As I breathe the air

Into my lungs

I wanted everything, but nothing's ever good enough