Better Side of Me

I'm feelin' empty, all alone

This feeling's condescending to my soul

Sick of bitter endings and letting go

Are there happy endings

That I'm supposed to know!?

There's a hurt inside, I'm feelin'

And it needs to be released

I'm holdin' onto the thoughts I know

Tormenting me

I've gotta break this cycle

You live and learn

If I'm making all the same mistakes

I'll crash and burn

I gotta get outta the way, I'm thinkin'

There's a better side of me

I'm torn between addictions

And the truths that I believe

(The truths that I believe.)

Filled with toxic memories

Been burned into my mind

Affecting all my choices made

For the rest of my life

Feels like my eyes are bleeding

Can't believe the things I've seen

Bad thoughts turn to accusations

That end up make believe

I gotta get outta the way, I'm thinkin'

There's a better side of me

I'm torn between addictions

And the truths that I believe

I gotta get outta the way, I'm thinkin'

There's a better side of me

I'm torn between addictions

And the truths that I believe

Struggling while sleeping

I toss and turn

I hear outside, it's raining

It calms my nerves

(It calms my nerves)

(It calms my nerves)

(It calms my nerves!)

I know that I will always be decieved

I'm drownin' in a sea of my anxiety

I can't get outta the way, I'm thinkin' there's no better side of me

There's nothing to believe in

There's nothing!

There's nothing here for me!