Songteksten
[Verse 1]
Due to some violent content, parental discretion is advised
[Verse 2]
Hmm
My vision has always been golden
That's why I see the pearly gates startin' to open
I ain't got no friends
Because I've been an omen, oh man
Hmm, take a look at the enemies' blood I am soaked in
Yeah staring back at my reflection thinkin'
'Bout the hand of cards I've been holdin'
When I'm upset it's hard to control it
Soon as I'm fully charged, I unload it
This shit is keeping Marcus so devoted
To writin' these crazy bars and you know it
I'm too steady with the juice
Get the booth ready when I barge in I'm Hulkin'
I'm no longer with Avengers
Heart is frozen with some vengeance
Eight years old, I was a menace
Can't get lost in all the critics
They judgin' when they ain't crawled up out of the trenches
Look bitches, I'm makin' doe from all the bitchin'
You'd think I whip bakin' soda in the kitchen?
It's U-P and takin' over is the mission, the realest
And they should know the shit's encrypted listen
[Verse 3]
I debate
Should I smile like everything's good and pretend that life is great
Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain?
I tried to be like the rest of y'all, sorry, I just can't
I'ma probably die this way
[Verse 4]
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
[Verse 5]
Where did my mind go?
Tell me why am I lettin' these bombs blow\
I'm stubborn and even my mom knows that
Am I lonely? Yes
I'm on one, that's why my homies left
I live with no regrets motherfuckers I won't repent
Man, the other day I cussed my girlfriend's parents out
It is apparent now
They try to justify their daughters bullshit
Whelp, I am raw enough to air it out
I'm intense at times in my mind
There's grinch inside that tells me to write offensive lines
If the shit I do doesn't make sense in your head
****, fuck you 'cause it makes sense in mine
Yeah, I think I got a a little ego
If you cut me open, you would see I'm full of it
From the 818, a motherfuckin' Panorama City hooligan
I see the whole world and everybody looking like a duplicate
Bitch, I do me and that's the only way you'll ever see me doin' it
[Verse 6]
I debate
Should I smile like everything's good and pretend that life is great
Or should I let the world see the real me and not hide this pain?
I tried to be like the rest of y'all, sorry, I just can't
I'ma probably die this way
[Verse 7]
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
Ah ah
Ah ah
Ah ah
[Verse 8]
I don't feel no shame
Why should I hide this pain?
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
Sorry we're not the same
[Verse 9]
There isn't much that anybody else can tell me
I'm the only **** livin' in my shoes and this shit is overwhelmin'
I travel earth like a lost soul
Fires burnin' as I rot slow
There ain't many I can vent to in this world
I got family but we're not close
So I tell my story through a hot song
You all know to get your popcorn
When I hit you with the ill mind
Neverland, that's a place you know we're not goin'
This is struggle and pain
About me, always being stuck in the rain
To be honest, I don't want it to change
I'ma take it to my death bed up until nothing remains
[Verse 10]
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
Ah yeah ah yeah
Ah yeah you know I'ma die this way I'ma die this way
Written by: Hopsin