The Blowtorch Is Applied to the Sugar

Let me down easy There's no reason to tease me (If you don't need me) Time is dancing on my chest And it's casting stones It's casting parts (Please let me go) Each one of them antagonist And I'm trying to feed the wasp (Playing with my dreams?) Inside my mouth, it's dying! (Not anymore) I'm not sure that it wants to live Oh well Hail the insane and deranged! It wasn't my embrace, it's yours Now I'm trying to walk the straightest line Now it's time! I wanted you forever and ever Now it's never again, never I wanted you forever and ever Now it's never again, never Oh, how your hands used to shake Tremble, and threaten to break If they weren't encased in mine Telling you that it'll be just fine I could have had it forever and ever Now it's never again, never I could have had it forever and ever Now it's never again, never I would have thrown it all away for you, and actually did It's all around me, but I can't pick it up Cause I gave you all what was left of my strength Love's a many splendored thing An often vendored thing If love was just a movie about war It's the surrender scene You think you've got it figured out? I didn't say that, I've got doubts I said I've lost my faith in love There's still a way to find it! How? I might've cared for it at first Now that I've buried it, my thirst Is met in bars and not the fake embrace of needy arms That isn't true, I've seen your heart! You didn't see that it was charred? There was a fire, that's a start The fire's gone and now it's dark Please turn on the lights Please turn on the lights! I think I'm still fucked up! Time didn't heal me! Oh god! I think I'm still fucked up! Time didn't heal me! Oh god! I think I'm still fucked up! Time didn't heal me! Oh god! You were a fever dream but you never broke or went away