Synthetic Highs(인공의 도피) (feat. Reason8)

Yo, I'm chasing shadows in a bottle of pills,

Every high's a promise, every comedown kills.

They say, "Slow down," but the rush is too sweet,

I'm a prisoner of the needle, dancing with defeat.

I see my reflection in the smoke, it's a stranger's face,

I'm losing myself, but I love the escape.

The mirror don't lie, but I'm tired of the truth,

So I numb the pain, but it's digging my tomb.

Synthetic highs, they're a temporary fix,

But the crash is a prison, and the walls are thick.

I'm running from the demons, but they're in my veins,

*This is self-destruction—call it by its name.

I sold my soul for a moment of peace,

But the price was my sanity, now I'm chasing release.

The nights are a blur, the days are a haze,

I'm a ghost in my own life, lost in the maze.

Friends try to reach me, but I'm too far gone,

I'm a ship in the storm, and the sails are torn.

I know I'm drowning, but I can't let go,

The drugs are my lifeline, but they're killing me slow.

They say, "You've got a problem," I say, "I've got a cure,"

But the cure's the disease, and the pain's still pure.

I'm stuck in the cycle, can't break the chain,

*But I'm searching for the light—through the chemical rain.

Synthetic highs, they're a temporary fix,

But the crash is a prison, and the walls are thick.

I'm running from the demons, but they're in my veins,

*This is self-destruction—call it by its name.

I'm not asking for pity, I'm just telling my truth,

Addiction's a battle, and I'm wearing the bruise.

But somewhere in the darkness, there's a flicker of hope,

*I'll find my way back—one day, I'll learn to cope.