Me Most Nights

Counting seconds, counting minutes, counting hours, that's the game I play I give the camera roll another scroll, take my soul to a brighter day I find a dark little bar in the heart of the Nashville lights Try not to hate my life Yeah, that's me most nights I wonder if you're smoking and drinking, thinking you'll always be alone Just a heart without a home like me most nights Dreaming and scheming about all the ways to get it back Are you missing what you had like me most nights? Is your world on fire or nothing but ashes? I don't wanna know but I can't keep from asking Who do you love? Who's on your mind? Is it somebody else? Or is it me most nights? A couple days, couple weeks, couple months to get away from it Now I see why they say every heartbreak's got a lesson you can take from it, yeah Maybe we both share a little bit of blame for the stupid fights But with a little hindsight, I can see it was me most nights I wonder if you're smoking and drinking, thinking you'll always be alone Just a heart without a home like me most nights Dreaming and scheming about all the ways to get it back Are you missing what you had like me most nights Is your world on fire or nothing but ashes? I don't wanna know but I can't keep from asking Who do you love? Who's on your mind? Is it somebody else? Or is it me most nights? Oh, who do you want? Who's on your mind? When I close my eyes I wonder if you're smoking and drinking, thinking you'll always be alone Just a heart without a home like me most nights Dreaming and scheming about all the ways to get it back Are you missing what you had like me most nights Is your world on fire or nothing but ashes? I don't wanna know but I can't keep from asking Who do you love? Who's on your mind? Is it somebody else? Or is it me most nights?