I Don't Wanna Say Goodbye

Out of order for a while I've been faking through a white lie If you could look at me you'd know that I just wanna cry Yeah you'd know what's on my mind I don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna look behind What the fuck, am I blind? You're the best thing I could find I don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna look behind What the fuck, what's my problem? Gotta leave, I gotta go Da da da daaaa da da Da da da daaaa da da I misled you, I'm a trap Since day one I knew I couldn't let you in And I learned exactly how to shut off what's inside I wish that we could press rewind And know when to say goodbye Even tho it makes me sad What the fuck, am I blind? You're on standby playing fine I don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna look behind What the fuck, what's my problem? Gotta leave, I gotta go Da da da daaaa da da Da da da daaaa da da Da da da daaaa da da Aaahh Cross my fingers you're not bitter But you ran into my best friend told her otherwise And I can't be mad about that, I know I pushed and pulled you back Last thing I wanted was a shitty end Yes, I hate to say goodbye But I see no blue skies PTSD got me feeling high I don't wanna say goodbye I don't wanna look behind What the fuck, what's my problom? Gotta leave, I gotta go Da da da daaaa da da Da da da daaaa da da Da da da daaaa da da Aaahh