Kraken

As effervescent as you seem I don't wanna be the one who always takes One for the team One for the team It's complicated what you see I'm defending what you've done And I don't know if it's for me Was it for me I'll try and try again Use casuistry to no end And when they finally break The rose will fade my lens Oh the kraken I cast away you'd never think Wondering if it's a change I need to make Or a dumb dream What a dumb dream I'm comprehending what I've seen No you never gave a single thought or Damn about me Now I'm cracking Oh the kraken I'll try and try again No clever words help me defend And when the ship sinks down All of the words will drown I think I'll stay for a while Go that extra mile Make it happen Despite all your flaws I'll find us another way Stifle the pain down the aisle Living in denial Of the kraken Wait for the call You know I won't hesitate I'm still looking for semblance of The way you used to love me The way you used to tell me It's okay It's okay But now the time is gone And now it's filled with moments where I'd Run to the mirror just to see if I smile How could a second turn into a mile I'll play pretend just to see you smile And now it's filled with moments where I'd Run to the mirror just to see if I smile How could a second turn into a mile Run to the mirror I think I'll stay for a while Go that extra mile Make it happen Despite all your flaws I'll find us another way Stifle the pain down the aisle Living in denial Of the kraken Wait for the call You know I won't hesitate