A Little Lost

I don't know how to get over it It feels like it's coming back All the fucking time And it's not like you're coming back Weeks away, waiting to Sleep in your own bed It comes crawling And I freak out It's hiding in my head And I'll pretend it didn't come for dinner The air is getting thinner I think you got me, I think you got me I don't wanna say it But I'm gonna say it now I feel a little lost By little I mean a lot Don't know how to get home I'm already there though I feel a little lost By little I mean a lot I mean a lot And again I'm wrapped up in it I'm going to bed with it All the fucking time Cause it comes crawling And I freak out It's hiding in my head And I'll pretend it doesn't get me in the morning While swearing I'm not torn in You got me, I think you got me I don't wanna say it But I'm gonna say it now I feel a little lost By little I mean a lot Don't know how to get home I'm already there though I feel a little lost By little I mean a lot I'll keep trying But You left a mark Cause fake it till you make it doesn't work When it gets dark I wanna be thriving I know I'm alive And I will find a way to keep you silent I mean a loooooot