I Punched Through The Wall

I like when you break my heart It keeps me sharp, and I I feel love like a cannonball I like being ripped apart You were so mad at me all the time I still thought you could change your mind In a quick pulse of adrenaline I cried And then I punched through the wall It felt like nothing at all Or was it something I said? Was it my fault? I woke up in a pool of sweat From a bad dream that I didn't get You had left me for an empty cup And you told me you were cleaning up You said I'm not what is left of me This runs in the family And right then, it made sense to me And then I punched through the wall It felt like nothing at all Or was it something I said? Was it even my fault? And as I balled up my fists For another hit The silhouette of myself Was as cold as I felt