See It for Myself

I've been lyin' wide awake Tryin' to get the fan blades To blow away what's on my mind Girl, I heard the word around Now I gotta find out 'Cause it beats being home tonight Picturing you in other arms In a dream I thought was ours It's killing me wondering Oh, I've had enough of it I know that I should just stay put But I can't let this go Hell, I should give it up for good But I just gotta know Who's spinnin' you around tonight Who took my spot there by your side It'll kill me But that only thing that'll help Is if I see it for myself I see it for myself If I got a glimpse of you smilin' at him I'd have no choice, but to cut them memories loose And face the truth That I've been denyin' Guess this is me tryin' I know that I should just stay put But I can't let this go Hell, I should give it up for good But I just gotta know Who's spinnin' you around tonight Who took my spot there by your side It'll kill me But that only thing that'll help Is if I see it for myself I see it for myself I don't wanna lay my eyes on it, ooh But I know that's my only option I know that I should just stay put But I can't let this go Hell, I should give it up for good But I just gotta know Who's spinnin' you around tonight Who took my spot there by your side It'll kill me But that only thing that'll help Is if I see it for myself I see it for myself I see it for myself