Going Under

My heart's been on vacation Disengaged in conversation I feel sane in isolation Fill me up with medication I'm so sick and tired of waiting Staring at the constellations I can't speak, I'm suffocating You'll be my god and my salvation (You'll be my god and my salvation) I can't say anything You wanted everything at once And you're not listening We're going under You ruined everything You never thought I was enough And now we're spiraling We're going under I guess that I'm still breathing It's hard 'cause I'm still grieving Who I was used to being I spent everyday appeasing I'm sick and in denial All of my thoughts on trial I was dead on arrival It's a vicious, brutal cycle (It's a vicious, brutal cycle) I can't say anything You wanted everything at once And you're not listening We're going under You ruined everything You never thought I was enough And now we're spiraling We're going under This feels like a simulation Cancel all our reservations Kill you in hallucinations Numb me with intoxication It's a vicious, brutal cycle It's a vicious, brutal cycle I can't say anything You wanted everything at once And you're not listening We're going under You ruined everything You never thought I was enough And now we're spiraling We're going under