Lucky

I'm so lucky Everybody, get in line to meet the girl who flew too high Who does it all just to be liked by strangers that she met online Did it all to be included, my self-loathing so deep-rooted Inner child that's unrecruited, truth is, I'm not suited for it When I die, I won't have time to spend my money But I hope that you still love me 'Cause I'm so lucky, I'm a star But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart Thinkin', if there's nothin' missin' in my life Then why do these tears come at night? Why do they come? Why do they come? Why do they come? Why do they come? And why is she losin' so much weight? I heard it's from the drugs she ate And I feel her, but I can't relate, 'cause I'd never end up in that state A girl like that as a mother, it must be tough, problem child, I was rough But what do you do with a difficult grown-up? When I die, I won't have time to spend my money But I hope that you still love me (la-da-da-da-da-dum) 'Cause I'm so lucky (you're so lucky), I'm a star But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart Thinkin', if there's nothin' missin' in my life Then why do these tears come at night? I shaved my head four times because I wanted to And then I did it one more time 'cause I got sick (I'm so lucky) And I thought I'd change so much, nobody would notice it And no one did Then I left the doctor's office full of tears Became a single mom at my premiere And I told everybody I was fine for a whole damn year And that's the biggest lie of my career But I'm so lucky, I'm a star But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart Thinkin', if there's nothin' missin' in my life Then why do these tears come at night? I'm so lucky, I'm a star But I cry, cry, cry in my lonely heart Thinkin', if there's nothin' missin' in my life Then why do these tears come at night? She's so lucky, she's so lucky She's so lucky, she's so lucky Haven't you heard?