Screaming

My man love my first love My closetness and pain My lying, my deceiving My rivers keep on crying My father, my action man My hiding in the crowd My mother, my sister's eyes My seniors and their prying My hero, my schoolboy My physical abuse My loneliness, my aching brain My pounding in the head My freedom, my prison cell My tempting to destroy My fantasies, my lost control My confusion - disillusion Machismo, my manhood My wanting just to scream Scream yeah yeah yeah Can you hear my scream?