to be a man

i walk around looking down with my head down low something rests on my chest so uncomfortable i don't know what this is i didn't ask for this call my mum, call my dad, call a therapist or walk around looking down with my head down low i had a friend now I don't, he was 29 he didn't know how to be, how to live this life yeah we've all read the stats and we can do the math it's not like he died in a crash or had a heart attack i had a friend, now i don't, only 29 is this what it's like i don't understand is this what it's like, to be a man, to be a man i don't understand won't someone hold my hand won't someone hold my hand kick a ball, drink a beer, crack a joke or two buy a house, wage a war, anything to prove that you are worthy of unconditional love maybe a million dollars would make you feel enough but even if you have it all you've got it all to lose is this what it's like to be a man, to be a man i don't understand is this what it's like to be a man, to be a man i don't understand won't someone hold my hand to be a man, to be a man i don't understand won't someone hold my hand to be a man, to be a man i don't understand won't someone hold my hand