Digging In The Dust

I was granted my reprieve Didn't get much time to grieve I just set out on my way and didn't turn around When she finally changed her mind I was too far down the line There's a point of no return that keeps you on the ground There's a lonely rain that falls Over me now Wish I could wash away it all I've been digging in the dust Trying to raise the dead But it's all grown cold I'm throwing water on rust Trying to stop from drowning While I'm tied to a stone When you're running from yourself It's a special kind of hell You just take it day by day convinced you're never wrong In the eye of your own storm You're an island on your own Pull the mask down on your face and just pretend you're strong I've been digging in the dust Trying to raise the dead But it's all grown cold I'm throwing water on rust Trying to stop from drowning While I'm tied to a stone There's a feeling I can't shake Under my bones Growing more painful every day I've been digging in the dust Trying to raise the dead But it's all grown cold I'm throwing water on rust Trying to stop from drowning While I'm tied to a stone