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Look I got I got bad balance I can't get a check without me thinking bout some bad habits She like fast challengers Black hat magic I'mma fuck her as a passenger My palace piles of plastic it'll fascinate a magister What you really adding to it? Is it passion or pageants? My character compassionate I don't fuck with this rap shit Industry I'mma pass on it I don't like how shits gassed nowadays Everybody wanna say they ain't a rap artist That genre is your flagship when you last to it ain't your last party Fuck boy my bags heavy on wax Can't back peddle Can't rap with me I done dropped fifty on the last pack Big mop buckets Don't talk to me, you'll talk to em, they all rats She liked the last shit I did, moved to the next only made hits It was a classic again, she ain't press next, she ain't hit skip I see my past life through a lens why I made rosetintedvision Why do I rap life, what I live? I don't make fiction or pretend She like a track bike or a Benz she don't burn rubber she just spin I can't balance hell Get used to rambling bout pushing daffodils, stacking pills If only I managed my talent half as well I'd be in a mansion Wine bottles and dancers The time tell on the rollie relying on diamond hands I overdose on the mattress Glad that I ain't touch fame yet Thought I was depraved, that's depraving Locked that hatred in that basement I was slaving away overtime to Satan (Yeah, I think that's the one) What you want huh? Me spazzing off Bacardi and some blunts going dumb huh? Spin back on the party just to stunt I ain't done huh Liquor in my blood Cut it up just to see red She don't want details she wan' see hell Ring bells for me wish him well fore I go there All that hold hand talk make a grown man turn pale Way I see it when you touch the veil than the throne lost So I see through braille till that stone tossed No more pill popping Ain't no spill problems I hate real mollies I'm just being honest I ain't meal watching I got thrill hobbies Bought the whip and only took the wheels off it How them hits look when you fucking feel foggy? I can't breathe ho What I need a thousand lives to try and drown my ego? I'm taking smiles, need a thousand pipes to feed my leisure I like them wild, I don't like that polite shit when they speaking What you heard about him? Bet you wont say nothing and believe it I done heard about him, stone walls with hoes that I'm gon speak with "It's Munchausen" what you hear from those who only seek it I don't want power had enough of that between them lesions I'm a rottweiler, bloody up the water fore I drink it She crazy plus she hate me, Jada Pinkett I ain't lazy I'm elated I can't say what I be thinking See my stasis metamorphosis No longer on the brink between being anxious and endorphins all that boredom made em link See I ain't face hugging I got case numbers Take the bank from him My case manager got paystubs and I won't pay nothing It's a great summer if I'm fade hunting I don't wave money I parade run it She like baserunners stay away from her See these flames on me I'm the grave maker I got hate on me and some chain breakers I got great hobbies but they face changing I got fake patience when it's snakes waiting I hate chain swanging she like face painting On the verge of a cell daily My cell crazy, unknown numbers looking for payment I could scream for help but nobody coming to save him I just say it quietly Help us thank you Liquor in my bloodstream Bitches in my inbox but I duck em for these drugs I could really give a fuck please Back up when I'm rapping or get punched I might wake up in a cell wit fucking blood up in my lungs I put rum up in my cup I put guts up in my blunt It's disfunction in my synapses I'm falling out of touch Think my visions fucked Ears ringing Nose bleeding Walk in need a power up Brain leaking Brow tweakin I jus fucked three hours up Three bitches w superpowers Drugging call em powderpuff Powdered up I need a xan to sleep or sum I cannot function I'm sweating like I'm in a oven 3 different substances Fucked up I'm bumping it I don't do the love shit Don't greet me out in public ho I told you we just fucking I don't really give a fuck it's pills up in my stomach I'm still rolling off the drugs she told me I was bugging Fell in love with dumb shit Fell in love w them drugs shit Fell in love w xannies on first date I done flipped my pantry gripped her handles made her work aye She don't wear no panties when she come over she lurk ya I'mma move the cameras so the channels can't be surfed yuh I just popped a pill sink like titanic than I'm manic go berserk yuh I Burnt my nerves Lord have mercy I dumbed it down so id be heard Y'all not worthy I done put a pound in every verb Y'all not worthy My knuckles bloody and I'm puzzled My behavior's troubling She love me or she doesn't Tell me why should she love you then? Tell me lies I sleep with violent crimes what I'm governing Pantomime from the jester You broke it down for me I was puzzled dreaming My head was stuck in the fog you were stuck in my pleadings I broke it off and I broke them promises Feed them demons I broke them walls and I broke my honor w all them speeches More sober than you thought he was? Optimistic I could turn these prophecies to pots of luck I ain't popped a pill to make me feel like I'm a zombie since I brought up Offered up my ramblings with shards of dust Honest I don't walk with god Maybe I should reach out for his hand I don't talk a lot Often they ain't grip the shit I'm sayin Take my armor off all this talk of slaying was defense And I ain't hate these women I'm just tryna make all this make sense Maybe it's distaste for the generation of aimless sins They put they faces on pages in the bio it's onlyfans It's like I'm racing the matrix for a woman I could let in I'm the guiltiest I rap em like Christmas gifts to repent Id be mortified if my mother really knew that shit that I was doing I put my life in this music I thought my last shit was heavy You would know less if you knew me I thought by now I'd be dead I thought that I was gone shoot me I do not have any friends It's just the family I'm cool with I felt more sober than ever when I was sniffing like Hoovers She get me higher than ever when we just up in my room I do these drugs to keep balance I love real life more than you There was a time I was addict I thought I never could lose There was a time when I wish that these lines was laced than id meet with the moon