I was searching for the absolute
Turns out it doesn't exist
I'm the last person on earth
To discover this
I dissolved the fantasy
Created to protect me
I know I can protect myself
Without the fantasy
I'm happy in myself
And my joy is overflowing
There's peace inside my soul
It's the peace that comes with knowing
I can make my own mistakes
I know they don't define me
I can handle consequence
I know it will refine me
I love myself before and after
And during everything
There are parts of me that make a whole
And the parts and whole are free
I don't have to wonder why
I don't have to wonder
Don't have to control my mind
No punishments or judgements
I don't have to wonder why
I don't have to wonder
Don't have to control my mind
Just let it pass overme
