Numb Instead

Tape My mouth shut I choke on every word I've ever said Take All my trust I can't feel the hurt I'm numb instead Dance around my pain Treat it with disdain Like it's not worth your time No space left in your mind I can't change my ways Then you start to fade I'll just pretend I'm fine But I'm dying inside I couldn't match the Picture you painted Of me in your head So maybe I'm just Better off dead Tape My mouth shut I choke on every word I've ever said Yeah you take All my trust I can't feel the hurt I'm numb instead I'm numb instead Used to be so tired Our love become dire I wasn't worth your time But I gave all of mine What do you desire Someone who's a liar I think that I'll be fine Though I'm dying inside I'll never match the Picture you painted Of me in your head So maybe I'm just Better off dead Tape My mouth shut I choke on every word I've ever said Yeah you take All my trust I can't feel the hurt I'm numb instead I'm numb instead Numb instead I'm numb instead Numb instead I'm numb instead Numb instead I'm numb instead Tape My mouth shut I choke on every word I've ever said Yeah you take All my trust I can't feel the hurt I'm numb instead I'm numb instead