Ctrl Alt Delete

Fucks sake, I think my brain could lately use a software update I can't remember the last night I wasn't up late I think my doctor meant a different drug Than what my friends do at clubs When they say to uptake, tough break But sometimes we gotta catch 'em 'Cause life is way too clever, she don't work how we imagine Back then, I only wiped a tear when it had come from laughing Sometimes I look around and asked what happened, yeah These days, I barely open up my Instagram These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams Lay awake, as I'm staring at my ceiling fan Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends (Oh-oh) It can get hard to breathe And then my heart starts to bleed Turn my pain off (Oh-oh) I can't control part of me So hit control, alt, delete Turn my brain off Just wait (damn), let me close out some tabs Too many in my mind, I think my system might crash It's hard to live inside the moment when you froze on the past What if I don't want the answers to the question I have? Like OCD, ADHD, thank you random PhD Overthink, over drink, someone check my BAC What I know, up in smoke Someone rolled a THC I must've missed the wake up call, my phone on DND These days, I barely open up my Instagram These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams Lay awake, as I'm staring at my ceiling fan Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends These days, I barely open up my Instagram These days, my serotonin comes in milligrams Lay awake, as I'm staring at my ceiling fan Just like the thoughts inside my head, the spinning never ends (Oh-oh) It can get hard to breathe And then my heart starts to bleed Turn my pain off (Oh-oh) I can't control part of me So hit control, alt, delete Turn my brain off (Oh-oh) It can get hard to breathe And then my heart starts to bleed Turn my pain off (Pain off) (Oh-oh) I can't control part of me So hit control, alt, delete Turn my brain off