i tried to kill myself two days ago and no one noticed

I tried to kill myself two days ago I've never been more alone Waking up every day is the hardest thing imaginable Getting up, dragging myself out of bed and starting my day Feels like an endless torture I can't escape Every time I look in the mirror I get tears in my eyes And I want to scratch my face I hate the sight of myself I harbor a deep, ugly, and painful hatred towards myself And I can't get rid of it I don't go outside anymore Unless I absolutely have to I have no desire for this feeling to end I'd be too uncomfortable Living a life where I'm happy and satisfied with myself 'Cause I know that it'll never happen There's no place for happiness in this world This is a sad and miserable world That only knows pain and hurt I don't desire to feel happy and satisfied In a place that is devoid of that I am misunderstood I'm nothing more than a weirdo to people I'm insecure and anxious That's all that people ever see in me Everywhere I go, I don't feel at home And I feel like everyone wants me dead So even if I live a life of misery I hope I one day get accepted for being myself But I don't think it'll ever happen I will always feel this way