X & CUD

The pain in my heart just won't end The words that I find just don't seem to compare Awaitin' my death in the end Alone, I must seek out the end to begin Mind is the maze thinkin' 'bout what I can't change Devil's on my head, and I don't want to worry my friends They told me, "Say somethin'," don't think they'd understand Mama truly gets when my daddy left, the wound, it ain't mend Livin' out a life surrounded by lies, I try, I know Sayin', "Goodbye," but you're stuck in my mind, the sun done went away, oh Heaven, she knows I try, burn this blunt of mine, oh, with teary eyes Search, and you will find you, yeah, ay-oh So nobody wants death 'cause nobody wants life to end I'm the only one stressed, and the only one tired of havin' fake friends Faced my fears Can't keep love at all Will he cower? Never, ever, Cleveland City Born a grinder, watch him rippin', can't stop him Came in filthy, double O'a, reppin' for 'em Keep a flow up, bumpin' Camp L'oa, Cud Lucini Boy in the gritty city, this - had his Wheaties, huh Runnin' my mission, love, and God had looked out - lungin', dawg, don't care about y'all See, I'm off, and I'm finna soar, I'm goin' high up You can't tell me nothin', you could never In my varsity sleeves, leather, know I do it better And these things, it seems, pile up on me heavily So I just need my blunt, and my girl to cuddle, and love I'm done with that deal, got Nikes back on my heels Call up my nigga, Sil, world tourin', pack up, we kill And it's pictures on reels, we gettin' it poppin', no pills You see they jockin' 'em still, nigga, I'm doin' it ill