So Rough

(Konvict) Yeah, my dawg, he got me if I'm jammed up Put the smoke in the air if you play with him If it's smoke with me, I don't even gotta say it there See this life living hell, anything fair Ain't no rules to this shit, growin' old rare In this fast life, mind on a hunnid player Like a demon slayer, can not stop a nigga Tryna block a nigga, black ball and drop a nigga But I can't go like that, I'd die before I turn wack I'm eating every track, don't care 'bout who listening I know they're listening, tell the haters, listen in They're only hatin' on a nigga 'cause I'm different, man We like the minute men I'm just livin' 'til I'm dyin', so much shit up on mind I can't stop, not anytime, death is hot on my behind Tell 'em, catch up, he behind, I'm not scared of losing mine Came alone, I'll leave alone, don't worry 'bout me, I'll be fine Everything is like a sign Universe be talkin' to you, off the drugs, you think you flyin' You was first to pop shit with me any day for you slidin' It's amazing that I met you, we won't ever grow apart I'll be damned if I don't bless you, you was with it since the start All the shit a nigga been through, I don't know where I should start Writing raps all in the dark, beat my case, I'll beat the odds Crackers think a nigga odd, she my dawg, she my rod She my rod No, my life ain't easy, I ain't giving up The ones that I love, I promise, we're goin' up Time I've been down, I know you'll pick me up It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough Oh, hmm, yeah It was rough for a nigga like me When you're up, niggas turn shiesty Be your own blood, leave you on the IV Seen it all, don't nothin' surprise me Now I'm at the mall, cop whatever I see And my neck icy (icy) Tell 'em, "Yes" they'll never go (go) People start to disappear when you tell 'em, "No" (no) I swear, this life be crazy complicated Jealousy, the envy and the hatred Use the struggle as your motivation Been through ups and downs but look, I made it (I made it) Look, I was grindin' (yuh-uh) From the hood, I prayed I'll survive it (oh) All the mamas crossed, stop the violence (uh) Homicide, homicide, cops arrivin' (oh-oh) And it gets hard for real Every player don't survive the field Don't crash out when you 'hind the wheel Don't crash out, read the signs Take your time and use your mind for real All my kids make me smile for real I know y'all know I'm proud for real Whole world know that I'm proud Take my crown, shut it down, for real (oh-oh) Shut it down, for real No, my life ain't easy, I ain't giving up The ones that I love, I promise we're goin' up (goin' up) Time I've been down, I know you'll pick me up It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough, yeah No, my life ain't easy, I ain't giving up The ones that I love, I promise we're goin' up Time I've been down, I know you'll pick me up It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough It's so rough, so rough, so rough, yeah (It's so easy) (The night teens, yeah)