Always Get This Way

Hope it doesn't get worse as I get older Everyone's giving me the cold shoulder I don't remember when it took over All know now is it controls me And I don't wanna call you, but I can't really sleep And I've been wearing a smile, pretending to eat Oh I swear, that I can explain, no I always get this way It's fine And I'm trying really hard not to fall apart If you don't mind I always get this way At night, I do If you could find it in your heart not to tear me apart You'd be so kind I always get I know this isn't ideal for you I do, I do, I do But if you could be kind while I lose my mind well Try to, try to, try to And I don't wanna call you, but I can't really sleep And I've been starting to think it's society That's wrong with me And drives me insane I always get this way It's fine And I'm trying really hard not to fall apart If you don't mind I always get this way At night, I do If you could find it in your heart not to tear me apart You'd be so kind I always get I always get this way (I always get this way) It's fine (it's fine) And I'm trying really hard not to fall apart If you don't mind I always get this way At night, I do If you could find it in your heart not to tear me apart You'd be so kind I always get (this way)