I want you seeing why
I just wanna find who they really are
Who they aren't
And who they could be
God damn
Finding Alecs and her
Understanding of themself
He can't help but underestimate
The other shelf
You helped me find whatever helped
But I can't lose another self
Fuck it hey I'm the Alecs
I'm the he the she the they
The second half of what I say
May never be
But I don't care
You'll never see her
You'll never meet her
Despite you being the one to help me be her
Oh my special little love
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so very sorry you can't be here
My turtle roadkill in the mirror
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm so fucking sorry
I'm sorry
