Someone To Blame

I bite And I claw I used to walk away from fights Just not anymore I used to stay cool And don't really care But nowadays a feeble spark Becomes the brightest flare How did I end up being myself? How can I get back to being myself again? How did I end up being myself? How can I get back to being myself again? I never really got close To wisdom anyway And maybe my patient self Is just some touchy prick Looking for someone to blame Was I just looking Looking for someone to blame? Was I just looking, was I just looking Looking for someone to blame? Each and every day Makes me swerve Closer to the wall As I lose control And try harder and harder To stick myself down Back in a whole Back in a whole How did I end up being myself? How can I get back to being myself again? How did I end up being myself? How can I get back to being myself again? I know I'm feeling something That makes me ashamed I know I've got impulses I cannot tame Will I be alone again Alone again, in the end? I won't be here again I won't be here again I can't be here again I never really got close To wisdom anyway And maybe my patient self Is just some touchy prick Looking for someone to blame Was I just looking Looking for someone to blame? Was I just looking, was I just looking Looking for someone to blame? Was I just looking Looking for someone to blame? Was I just looking, was I just looking Looking for someone to blame?