LONELY AND F*CKED UP

Where you goin'? Why you leavin'? The fuck is up? I feel your soul here with me, but your body's gone When I'm alone, I feel you near, I feel you close It feels so wrong, it's been some years, still I don't know Where you went, and who, what And when I close my eyes I see somethin' I don't like Wake up and I still hate what I've become I can't believe my eyes Blacked out, drunk I'm, numb I'm, dumb high Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would I know I said that I'd change but I never could I'm still lonely and fucked up And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up I've never been the same ever since I lost one All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh I'm still lonely and fucked up And I'm realizing now that I need your love Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust, oh All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh I never thought that I'd be here (oh-oh), and still feel lost It don't feel right without you here (it don't), I need your love Thought I was good, but I was wrong (I thought) Drownin' my thoughts in Hennessy, prayin' to God Askin' myself, "Where'd I go wrong?" I tried but I can't find I said I'm fine, I lied I know that I was wrong and it hurts to know you're right Seems like nothing has changed like I said it would (oh, no) I know I said that I'd change but I never could I'm still lonely and fucked up And I'ma be this way right here 'til my luck's up I've never been the same ever since I lost one All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh I'm still lonely and fucked up And I'm realizing now that I need your love Shadows over my heart, got nobody to trust All that I ever wanted was to be just loved, oh-oh