A Step Too Far

It's so strange he doesn't show me more affection than he needs Almost formal, too respectful, never takes romantic leads There are times when I imagine I'm not always on his mind He's not thinking what I'm thinking, always half a step behind Always half a step behind O ho O ho O ho I'm in every kind of trouble, can't you tell, just look at me Half ecstatic, half dejected, all in all I'm all at sea Easy terms I thought I wanted, fill me now with chilling dread You can never know the chaos, of a life turned on it's head Of a life turned on it's head O ho O ho O ho O ho I am certain that I love him, but a love can be misplaced Have I compromised my people in my passion and my haste I could be his life companion anywhere but where we are Am I leader? Am I traitor? Did I take a step too far? Did I take a step too far? It's so strange he doesn't show me more affection than he needs Almost formal, too respectful, never takes romantic leads There are times when I imagine I'm not always on his mind He's not thinking what I'm thinking, always half a step behind Always half a step behind I'm in every kind of trouble, can't you tell, just look at me Half ecstatic, half dejected, all in all I'm all at sea Easy terms I thought I wanted, fill me now with chilling dread You can never know the chaos, of a life turned on it's head Of a life turned on it's head I am certain that I love him, but a love can be misplaced Have I compromised my people in my passion and my haste I could be his life companion anywhere but where we are Am I leader? Am I traitor? Did I take a step too far? Did I take a step too far? O ho O ho O ho O ho O ho O ho O ho Did I take a step too far?