Furthest Thing

Somewhere between psychotic and iconic Somewhere between I want it and I got it Somewhere between I'm sober and I'm lifted Somewhere between a mistress and commitment But I stay down, girl, I always stay down Get down, never lay down Promise to break everybody off before I break down Everyone just wait now So much on my plate now People I believed in, they don't even show their face now What they got to say now? Nothing they can say now Nothing really changed, but still they look at me a way now What more can I say now? What more can I say now? You might feel like nothing was the same I still been drinking on the low Mobbing on the low Fucking on the low Smoking on the low I still been plotting on the low Scheming on the low The furthest thing from perfect like everyone I know I just been drinking on the low Mobbing on the low Fucking on the low Smoking on the low I just been plotting on the low Scheming on the low The furthest thing from perfect, like everyone I know And I hate that you don't think that I belong to ya Just too busy running shit to run home to you You know that paper my passion Bittersweet celebrations, I know I can't change what happened I can't help it, I can't help it I was young and I was selfish I made every woman feel like she was mine and no one else's Now you hate me, stop pretending Stop that fronting, I can't take it Girl, don't treat me like a stranger Girl, you know I seen ya naked Girl, you know that I remember, don't be a pretender Getting high at the condo, that's when it all comes together You know I stay reminiscing and make-up sex is tradition But you've been missing girl, and you might feel like nothing was the same I still been drinking on the low Mobbing on the low Fucking on the low Smoking on the low I still been plotting on the low Scheming on the low The furthest thing from perfect, like everyone I know I just been drinking on the low Mobbing on the low Fucking on the low Smoking on the low I just been plotting on the low Scheming on the low The furthest thing from perfect, like everyone I know Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting, scheming Plotting, scheming, getting money Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting, scheming Plotting, scheming, getting money Uh This the life for me My mama told me this was right for me I got 'em worried like make sure you save a slice for me I should have spoons serve you up with a fork and knife for me The actions make us doubt you Your lack of effort got me rapping different This the shit I wanna go out to Play this shit at my funeral if they catch me slipping Naked women swimming that's just how I'm living Donate a million to some children that's just how I'm feeling A nigga filling up arenas, who the fuck can see us? I had to Derrick Rose the knee up 'fore I got the re-up Yours truly, the boy I just build and build more, y'all niggas build and destroy Y'all niggas party too much man, I just chill and record No filler, you feel it now if you ain't feel it before Yes Lord This the shit I wanna go out to Yeah, yeah This the shit I wanna go out to Drinking, smoking, fucking, plotting, scheming Plotting, scheming, getting money Drinking